A start destined to grow.

I cannot say I am new to the world of blogging, but I am stuck up just as a starter. I am not able to capitalise the starts I am getting.
Again I am attempting at it. To write about my feelings, inside out.
I don’t know what is wrong with me. But something seriously is wrong, that prevents me from making my starts into a reasonably good endings.
I am hoping to mark today as a day of my life, in which I will be able to start something, which will grow, not just perish.